Sathya's Views..

Another evening moves past without my being sought by the bzrber or being warned by the nurses not to consume anything after 12am today. This means that there is almost no chance of the surgery happening tomorrow. Feelings of frustrztion obviously rise in me but I quell them with the thought that it is perhaps His will that I should wait longer. Whatever date or time i finally get moved to the OT is the best time. I only feel sorry that I am inconveniencing my fzmily a great deal. May thats what the Good Lord has willed for them too but I am sorry I have to bear the responsibility for ghat. Anyway i.ntazaar aur abhii aur abhii aur abhii

One day melts into the next so seamlessly that but for the surgery dezdline for Thursday, I would be at a loss to say what day or date it is. Hopefully my wait is at an end and I would get operated tomorrow. Then I just need to look forward to returning home and step towards resuming normal life. Aruna dear bought me some books yesterday. She got me Ganesh Raman's 'Bollywood music'. Have brushed through some passages of the book so far and my initial impression is that its an amateurish work, It is definitely not the serious study of Hindi film music that is long due. The usage of the term 'Bollywood' in the titleis itself a deterrant. Somehow the music of all those great legends of yore does not fit the more modern and plagiarized title of bollywood. The icentification of our cinema with hollywood underlines the total Americanization of our modern cukture. This ix also reflectedto a great extent in our films' music today but this is definitely not the case ...